paper chain

i wish i was lying when i say i'm making a paper chain for when caitlin gets back. she hasnt even gotten there yet. but she promised a gift (coughpandacough). i finally settled down to start drawing again. wow, i suck. fagen was right. "what the hell is this?" and then he'd grab the charcoal out of my hand. i have to have thirty drawings done soon. the new sunset rubdown gives me ADD. is he joshing or genius? i mean, it's serious. i have a picture of the back of his head. we're in deep. i attended noorin and sabih's wedding last week and i'm really happy for them. but exhausted too. we averaged 3 hours of sleep a night. but i got to meet ramesh as a child. he asked if his monster truck could be in the picture. i'm really happy for the newlyweds. i hope they're having fun in thailand. may Allah bless them. i'm gonna go act busy, but really just shuffle through the pantry like a fat kid. 364 to go.